break

youknow you Can change the dates on these things.
i could say it's next year, the year after that, 20 years ago.
whenever.
see i just changed it to 1961
that is rediculouse.
i can't spell.
we've allready covered that.
soda pop.
celebrity paper dolls... they are paying me to make a colage.
really.
i should get paid all the time to make collage and shrine and knitting.
and arT.
general craft and cool lessons.
i will start a buisiness.
yoko ono is soo cool.
i want a white hat like her 1970's black and white
white hat
big hat
long hair
i am trying to grow my hair out
my boyfriend says it would look good short
i tell him his looks good long
opposites
sometimes
that's okay
it's good it's better than it was before

still procrastonating on the juicer
i have flossed my teeth every night this year though.
yes that's right
6 nights in a ROW.
You wish you had the disipline i do.
no
not really
you probley wish you were at the bar
doing shots of expensive wisKey off druNk sexy people's bellies
ha not really
that is like what people do at old chicago on weeknights
but the people are not sexy...
nooo

big issue
grandpa office cleaning INtervention
junk mail from the mid ninteys(oh yeah that is the future because it's 1961)
a whole room of it
noT GOING ANYWhere
my grandma smoke in there
and she is mostley blind
OLD PEOPLE
and then middle aged people
aah and their stoopid drama
my drama is Bad
but at least entertaining

i don't know what i'm doing

sensory bombardment
and then try and think
because my boyfriend talks about stuff
and you have to think to understand it
and then everything is like wooo
it's like in old school super chemical photos
where you develop the photos
not didgital
and you do that thing
with the chemicals
and the light
and the picture reacts
and makes like strong white lines
like it is being electricuted

and i can handle my drugs so much better
when i am dreaming
because i am not really doing drugs
i am just dreaming it
because in real life
i can not do drugs
because i am breastfeeding
i even have to be carefull how much soda i drink
damn

yeah i like cookies
pink sugar frosting cookies with sprinkles
hippy soy butter peanut butter oatmeal chocolate chip are my favorite
cosmic brownies
nutty bars
yeah thats right i said nutty bars
chips a hoy are crap and i think they taste like onions
cookies are not supposed to taste like cardboard or onions
peanut butter cups.
yah.